I actually had the space and peace and didn’t have the distractions. When I had my own place, I was wasn’t working around other people’s messes and trying to shove all my groceries where they’d fit. It takes A LOT of time and money and commitment to shop, prep, cook, and consume a special diet. I think in the back of my mind, cooking 90% of my meals has always been physically taxing. Somehow in the last 2 years I’ve lost that joy in making food. My home life is changing a bit, and adding another member to the house means less space in general and one more schedule to work around in the kitchen. I’ve enjoyed lots of off plan meals, I’ve lost most of my motivation to cook, and I feel overwhelmed and haven’t been faithful to working out. I’m not where I wanted to be halfway through this year. If you remember, my word for the year is “Devoted” and to be pretty freaking honest, I’ve done a shitty job living up to that. I am also not going to buy supplements or use the detox tea they offer but that goes against my thoughts on weight loss. I won’t be selling or making commission off of this.

I’m not doing Herbalife, Shakeology, or anything MLM. I’m going to explain why shakes seem to be the answer for me personally in this post. This is not me promoting some new fad, I promise. I just spent $150 on protein shake powder and I’m just a little bit scared they won’t taste good or work for me.

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